| My tribute to Marilyn Monroe |
[01 Apr 2004|06:20pm] |
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Brick House by Rick James... or i think its him |
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- THE PALM TREE LAMENTS-
Norma Jean was herded into her cage,
the flashing lights poisined her veins.
Greedy hands tore off her skin,
and gave her peroxide to wash her hair in.
They spoon fed hehr fame,
Which gave her nothing but pain,
But led her down a sparkling lane.
Then Norma found a new freind,
The bottle that would lead her to her end.
The cage was opened, the blinding lights dulled,
And Norma found the heaven that the bottle had foretold.
"It's extremly difficult to be a sex symbol, especially when that sex symbol is tired, broken, and bewildred." - MARILYN MONROE
"I have fantasys about being a housewife, but it will never happen. I guess I am just a fantasy" - M.M
"I know that there are girls looking out of the window wishing they could be me, but little do they know that i am doing the same thing." - M.M
Ah!!!!! i WANT FOOOOOODDDD!!!!!!!!!!
F-O-O-D FOOD FOOD IS
G-O-O-D GOOD GOOD
(reggie)
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| song writing time with a lack of paper and thought |
[25 Jan 2004|06:36pm] |
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Venus in Furs by The Velvet Underground |
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(Leech)
Drink your milk out of your martini glass
Don't worry baby, youve got class.
You sit all day on your ass, waitng fo ryour life to pass.
(chorus)
I'm Leeching off you to live, trying to take so i can give.
Youre as deep as the make up on your face,
So pull the fuckin' lipstick from its case.
One touch of powder puts your problems in their place,
But its just a brik taken from your base.
I'm leeching off you to live, trying to take to give.
It's not right, Its not fair, I just want a soul to bare.
It's not right, its not fair , i just want a soul to bare.
Please... take care of me...
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| You asked me "Whats your pleasure?"... |
[21 Dec 2003|08:44pm] |
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Dreamin' by Blondie |
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Oh Lord. I have stumbled upon the cookie dough. When i was little my mommie always told me not to eat cookie dough b/c it would give you nightmares...
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| I feel so ridiculously nerdy with this thing |
[18 Dec 2003|02:06pm] |
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Haligh, Haligh a Lie, Haligh by Bright eyes |
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Yeah, so today I took my biology final. It was riveting and I was throughly fascinated. Afterwards i met up with Cara and my melanie and went to taco cabana like me and mel and the gang used to do last year.
Taco Cabana is right next to Westchester and so after Melanie left,Cara and I walked over there to see if anyone was home. It was so vacant, empty and eerie that it was almost like i never left. Sure, there were some REALLY bad times at that school but the good ones stand out and all you can do is just miss it. i never thought i would say that but things never turn out like you planned.
We walked in and we saw the 6th grade hallway. I almost cried. That year was one of the best years of my life. I dunno we were all so innocent and just disovering all the "bad" things in life and we were all so sweet but were exploring new territory such as making out or weed which now we just regard as part of everyday life but back then it was so exciting and such a big deal. I just discovered the exploited and i was just starting to get into politics. I remember on election day i came to school and covered myself in green marker and wrote "think green, vote nadar" and got sent to the office. I thought i was so badass. it was the best.
Anyways, we skipped the 7th grade hall b/c that year blowed. haha. just ask anyone from westchester. We went on up to the 8th grade hall where we had discovered that ms.montgomery had coverd the hall in jewish stars. we tried to get in her room but it was locked so we tried the obvious solution. we went around to ms. joyce's room and of course that woman has no brain what so ever so she leaves the door wide open. I never thought i would say this either but i miss her. she was so dleighfully ditzy and everyone was smarter than her and we basically taught ourselves. supposedley she's jewish and not only does she eat pork but i saw christmas decorations in her room. haha. ms. montgomery was always making fun of her for that.
We went into ms.montgomery's room and it was really strange. she was one of the coolest people ive ever know. she was so smart and funny and did'nt teach us of IPC but of life, music, judiasm,hinduism, art and the asian prince!!! i remember when she was supposed to give us a ride to The Bangs show at fatcats but then she got sick. I dont know she was just really cool and in her room there were so many pictures of all of us. there were lots of sofi, shoumi, isabel, austin, nathan, mel, ehtan and maybe one of me. i remember where everyone sat and i remember all the fun we had that year. I remember the time we were listening to Daler Mendhi and dancing like crazy indian men. i remember when we spend the whole time laughing at the asian prince. i saw the Frida Kahlo and Jacob Lawrence pictures and remember Isabel. Matt told me she moved to mexico. did she?!?! i love that girl so much we just never talk anymore...
look kids, i miss you all. Sofi, shoumi, isabel, robin, austin, nicole... you are all people i really care about and i really want to see you again... call me (713)461-6518
oh yeah i have a new sn... Lebanon is sexy !!! yay!
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| hey! pssst! ( I am god/lord/savior ) |
[15 Dec 2003|10:33pm] |
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Apathy by The Subhumans |
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My house is like a freezer. Im sooo fucking cold right now i could blow up... is that possible? anywayyyyysss... I actaully studied for my finals! I'm really proud, that's a big step for me.
I wrote a couple of songs today. All three of them sound that same. I'ts pretty depressing. Besisdes i wrote them on an untuned acoustic guitar with a busted fret-board. My electric is in the car but im too lazy to get up and get it out. haha. wow. that's pretty damn lazy. Maybe it's just me or have I been acting really weird latley? (Melanie should know...) I'ts so frustrating though! i used to be so fun and outgoing and now everyword that comes out of my mouth is so deppressing and i've gotten shy all of a sudden! i never was shy! GRRRRRRRRR!
ANYWAYS... my dog smells good. It's like a mixture of Fritos and happeiness. Talked to Ross today. I think im starting to like that kid. I want to ask him out but at the same time im really scared because things havent been going quite so well in that department latley.
WOAH!!!!!!! dude! my hand is like... swelling! i wrote all my lines on my hand today for our play in theatre and i swear the ink is seeping into my skin and myhand appearrs to be bigger than the other hand... GOD IM BORED!
Cold spinach is disgusting. I fart in it's general direction. BAH! I think im becoming overly obsessed with politics... when you catch yourself daydreaming about becoming president, you know its gone too far.
People are always asking me if im on drugs of some sort. Do i honestly look fucked up all the time? be honest... DRUGS ARE BAD KIDS. DON'T DO THEM. ALCOHOL IS THE DRINK OF SATAANNNNNN!!!!!!! i don't drink either, or smoke. Marajuana is the smoke of sin and lures young girls into a life of sex and blasphemy. blasphemy is bad too. im defintley not blasphemetic. I am a god-fearing all american republican... yup yup. ON A SCALE OF 3 OI'S I GIVE REPUBLICANS 6! OI! OI! Oi! OI! OI!
rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(dances sugjestivley like a republican to Bad Brains looking sexy as hell...?)
fuck you.
fuck me!
hey its all good.
i think im gonna go bathe now.
yeah, i really should bathe beaucse im a republican.
.............. what the fuck am i writing?
SATAAAAAANNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeee!
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| Bad expriences at Fitz |
[14 Dec 2003|08:04pm] |
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Sir Prize by The Starlight Mints |
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Okay, friday was the anti-flag show and i had a pretty crappy time. My parents dont let me have any privacy so they read my diaries and such and now they say they don't trust me to go to shows anymore unsupervised. fortunally they let me and Loren go to the show but the catch was THAT WE HAD TO LEAVE AT ELEVEN O FUCKING CLOCK. After standing in line outside in the rain we got in and saw The Code who put on a grrreat set. They had alot of energy and you could tell they just loved playing music and you don't get that alot from bands latley.. aannyways... I got some great cloves from alexa. they were delicious. it was really hard to smoke on the balcony b/c it was raining and the air was damp and so that situation of having no cigarettes made everyone pretty irritable. Around the time Rise Against started to play, Allen showed up with Joe COMPLETLEY drunk of his ass. Allen is loud and obnoxious enough sober but when drunk its just insane.after a few hours, he was faking it b/c he said that he got drunk right after school and so that would have meant that he was piss-ass drunk for EIGHT hours. Rise Against sucked and Against Me was okay but i wasn't feeling too well b/c i was already feeling sick that day and i smoked like 8 differnt kinds of cigarettes and inhaled too much B.O. The rest of the show isnt even worth enough to talk about. anyways, after the show Loren comes over to my house and after everyone's asleep, I atempt to make macaroni... As the June Cleaver i am, i forget to melt the butter in the chesse mix and so there were chunks of butter in the macaroni... *shudders* that made us laugh until five o clock in the morning...
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[04 Dec 2003|08:11pm] |
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Solitude by Billie Holiday |
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I dont know why im writing all this shit and letting everyone see it but i guess that no one is actually gonna care enough to read it anyways. I feel like whining and if you don't like it, leave, beaucse thats all i ever do. I'm so confused right now though, everything is going wrong. I cannot name one positve thing about my life at the moment. I'm just so alone, i really have no freinds. i just wish someone could be nice to me for once and not out of pity. i always take and take and never give back. i really try to be a good person. i try really hard, its all i think about really. i always try to be there for the people i care about and even the people i dont care about and i always try to instead of be mad at someone, just to love them. but its obvious not enough because doing good is supposed to make you happy and i am far from happy right now. I never see my real, honest, freinds anymore. we grew apart and founf new people except for me. i havent met one person that i can actually get along with yet. i prefer to live in the past and think about the good times, but what good does that do me? i just rely on people too much. i care too much about what they think and so i have become really insecure about everything and it's driving me even crazier than i am now. i guess there are some pretty cool kats ive met latley, Stephanie is a pretty slinkster-cool girl, chris is pretty cool but has really gotten on my nerves, brynn is awesome and a really genuinely good person but she hates me which sucks ass and im too scared to confront her beacuse i dont think shed really care and id feel like a total drama queen. ashley, the girl with the hair, she is one of my only really good freinds right now but i never see her. i dont know, no one ever talks to me, no one wants to associate with the immature freshman who for some reason hangs out with a group of people who dont even know she's there. i pretend everythings okay but alot of other things are going wrong. im too lazy to type them all out right now but i really do feel like i should do the world a favor and kill myself. im just like everyone else when you think about it, who would it hurt anyways? im in such a rut though, i cant remember the last time i had a genuinely fun time without feeling hollow inside. i never get to get out of the house beaucse im always grounded and i never get to see people like ross. ross is one cool kat. he's so hot and he's soooo delightfully strange and creative it just blows my mind. i miss him so much. i havent seen him since we were gonna start this little "band" or at least thats just what we told our parents. we'd just make out for the whole day and then he'd go home. this went on untill my mom walked in on us and now im not allowed to have guy freinds over. its fucked up. i get along better with guys any ways, girls can be such bitches. speaking of, he just called like two seconds ago and i have butterflies in my stomach which is werid beacuse i usually don't get attched to guys but this one is different. i havent been to a show in ages, i want to go to the distillers on saturday even though i dont like them that much anymore.
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